- Violet Yates, Lost & Found (via versteur)
I’m stuck between wanting:
1. A long lasting relationship with my soulmate who supports me and protects me and is my partner and we are completely bad ass together and in love
2. Wanting to have casual sex and rip out the heart of everyone person I meet
3. Being independent and having a loyal dog while I’m married to my career
But this is seriously me right now. And I have been attempting to do all three at once.
Anytime I try to have a logical (and not emotionally heated) discussion with my parents- trek them about a concern or idea, ask a question about something in the future, or ask if I need to worry about getting something for a just-in-case situation- they immediately shut me down and blame it on my disorders, habits, and past discretions.
They have no faith in me.
They are usually relieved &/or shocked when I do something great or if I get something great…instead of just being proud.
They are usually waiting and expecting bad news or for me to screw up.
I really hope I can remember how to make friends.
I really hope my roommates are normal and friendly.
I really hope this school year goes smoothly.
I really hope I can make it through the year without going crazy.